Jarren Duran’s way to hit the lead for Boston Red Sox was something other than linearly by skipping a $ 3.75 million contract with a one-year, $ 3.75 million contract with a club option of 8 million dollars in 2026, called 2024 All-Star Game MVP.
The former Cal State Long Beach and Cypress High Outside Field player are clear about mental health struggles with a verbal burst for a fan, wearing a t-shirt with a abusive message and a lot of depression and suicide attempts for their loved ones.
Interview with an eight -part Netflix certificate “The Clubhouse: A year with Red Sox“Duran, which will be published this Tuesday, said he did not want to live and was so difficult on himself.
Um I was already hearing this from fans, Dur Duran said in the documents. “And what he told me [it was like]’I told myself 10 times worse in the mirror.’ This was a really hard time for me. I didn’t even want to be here anymore. “
The 28 -year -old boy told him that he had almost killed himself with scary sharp terms.
Um I came to a point where I was sitting in my room, I took my rifle and had a bullet, and I pulled the trigger and clicked the gun, but nothing happened, ”he said. “So, until this day, I guess God didn’t just let me take my own life because I don’t know why he was not going.
“I want to be here or don’t I want to be here? ‘ This happened for a reason, and frankly you are here for a reason, then let’s be as you want to be and play. [the way] You want to play and live the way you want to live. “
Duran enjoyed a rupture season in 2024 and directed the American League couples (48), triple (14), plate views (735) and horse-waters (671). 191 hits, 111 jogging, 21 home run and 34 stolen bases .285’i beat.
In 2023, Tırmık started when he was recalled from Triple A with a 24 -stolen base in 102 games.
“Jarren’s decision to share the story of Jarren is a courage that reaches far beyond,” Red Sox President and General Manager Sam Kennedy said. He said. “By opening, it is not just good, it is important that they are not alone and ask for help.
“Every member of this organization continues to stand with him. We have the deepest admiration, we always had full support and we are incredibly lucky to get it as a part of our team.”
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Duran was the seventh round draft of Red Sox from Cal State Long Beach in 2018. He exhibited good speed and athletics at the university and at the beginning of his professional career, but very little. This changed in 2021 when he hit 16 Homer in 60 triple-A and was promoted to Red Sox.
However, in 33 games, two home running .215’e struggled by hitting. The following season again, Triple A’da good numbers and then 58 matches with three Homer hit.
By August 2022, it was mentally wrapped, Collective“I can’t talk too much, but I got quite low this year. There was a struggle to stay [in the big leagues]. I don’t really talk to my family about my low points because I close everyone.
“I just tear myself internally and I have quite depression and things like this.
Major League Baseball offers mental health resources to the players who helped Duran, and Red Sox has long been providing extensive health services to large and small league players.
Red Sox said in a statement, “Red Sox … mental health impressions, crisis intervention protocols, training programs and access to both internal care and reliable external experts,” he said. “Support covers all of the seven small league subsidiaries and includes cooperation between medical, performance and coaching personnel to ensure that there is care at all levels.”
Last August, after hitting a two-stage house in the victory of the American League, a month called All-Star Game MVP was suspended for a Fanda Homophobic slurry shouting a Fanda Homophobic slurry.
Duran later stated that he regretted journalists, but while wearing a t-shirt that says “f-‘m ,, he made some viewers wonder how serious he was about Cutpy. It was launched by T-shirt Duran and was also worn by teammates to support mental health problems.
Standing in documents, avoiding depression requires constant effort, he said. It uses a daily amount and written reminders that encourage the war to win the war.
“Open [the tape on] My left wrist is writing ‘F -‘ EM ‘, because I say to my demons’ you won’t surprise me’. ”
