Bodyguard Craig Ainsworth’s last words before suspicious suicide: ‘If you are not there for me, don’t imitate now’
A former Royal Sea, which once protected David and Victoria Beckham, was found tragically dead in Spain after publishing a farewell message online.
Craig Ainsworth, who worked as a personal protection for Beckhams between 2013-2015, was confirmed dead at the weekend after a desperate research initiated by his family. His mother Sally Ainsworth announced the news in a heartfelt statement on social media: ‘The world lost Craig with the greatest sadness.’
At the age of 40, Craig was believed to stay in Spain when he disappeared. The exact place and conditions of his death have not yet been explained to the public, but SunThe Spanish police focused their calls in the areas around Alicante and Barcelona. His death is treated as a suspicious suicide.
Latest Words online shared
Only days before being found, Craig issued a destructive last message on Facebook. Oscar began by quoting: ‘Goodbye beautiful people … Living in the world’s rare thing. There are most people; this is everything. ‘
In a long and emotional message, the old royal sea spoke sincerely about the silent pain that lasted for years. Announced that Lockdown destroyed everything [he] He had built ‘and for the last four years he had lived in a’ tremendous pain ‘, the loss of close friends was betrayed by grief and family and lifelong comrades.
He gave his name to a few people he apologized and apologized to them, including other sailors and his sister Lauren: ‘Please don’t be crazy or sad, now I’m free.’
Despite the pain, Craig was reflected in his extraordinary life and said: ‘I have lived the life of ten men … Not a perfect person, but I lived life, this is certain.’ He talked about his efforts to help others through coaching and said he changed their lives. [he] I didn’t want to continue to live [his] to have ‘.
Craig also handled his funeral requests with clear clarity and wrote: ‘I don’t want a funeral. None. Burn my body and throw the ashes into the sea. ‘PLEASE CONTINUED:’ Please do not report what a good man I am … If you are not there for me … Please do not imitate now. There’s nothing worse than a traitor regret. ‘
He wrote a last farewell to his beloved dogs: ‘Lilo & Stitch, I’m sorry to leave you … I will see both of you on the other side where we can play forever.’
At the closing, Craig offered a warning to others who suffered quietly: ‘Anyone who is thinking of harming them, please ask for help. Don’t copy me, you don’t have any idea what I’ve been through. ‘
The bitter ended with a sweet farewell: ‘Now I’m in peace. Something I can’t find in life, but what a journey! ‘
Famous protection from the royal maritime pies
Craig’s life was marked with adventure and discipline. He grew up in the city of Enfield, North London, served as a royal sailor in Afghanistan before he entered the private security world. Accordingly Daily mailHe worked in some of the world’s largest stars, including Johnny Depp, Jennifer Lawrence and Arnold Schwarzenegger.
After hiring through the distinguished US company Gavin de Becker, he participated in Beckhams’s security details in 2013. The appointment required to have tiring physical tests, including pepper sprayed and fighting in the darkness.
Speaking after the publication of Netflix’s documentary Beckham, Craig said, ‘David is fascinating. Victoria hid herself – she would be working with the kids or. With the spotlight they are under, their children behave well. They must be doing something right to have this fame level and protect family units. ‘
Task to help others
In recent years, Craig has focused on mental health support and personal development. He established a virtuous wild community that helped people ‘conquer their conquest of mental health struggles’ and ‘unused potential’. He also worked as a flexibility coach and guided others about how to build mental power under pressure.
Published a moment titled in 2023 Discombule alfaBullying told about his journey from a child to the royal sea commando and then to a high -profile protection. The book detailed how Pandemin seriously affected his life and said he had lost suicide in just 16 months during the Covid-19 locks.
“He has initiated a daring task to redefine his purpose to protect the beloved ones,” read the blur of the book.
Tribute
Tributes from loved ones and supporters spilled. Linda Duffy, a professor of Middlesex University, wrote online: ‘Thank you for your service. A brave royal sea. ‘Another friend added:’ sending hugs … Everyone thinks of you and sends their love at this destructive time. ‘
In his last message, Craig addressed his beloved dogs Lilo and Stitch: ‘I will break my heart, but I will see both of you on the other side where we can play forever.’
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